I'm OK either way

Still not sure if It's going to happen. In fact, by noon today, our Board had called it off after months of volunteer sweat and negotiation. And even after I was sure it was over, I felt fine. That was neat. Maybe I'm finally growing up. Life does not equal Work.

I've put everything I have into it, and if it doesn't work, that's OK. Even though I've quit my job and essentially have no family income. OK, maybe I am a little worried. By the end of the day, things looked better for it, but one player still had to make a move. I've said this a million times over the last few months (and as recently as yesterday), but tomorrow I really believe This will be It.